February 2009
41 posts
January 2009
23 posts
flyinghigher:
Yes! John Wang hooked me up. Damn...
this world is insane,
chill with it. whatevers between me and you is between US not anyone else. if you wanna tell me something or talk to me, i’m here. nothings changed with me. i know its my fault, but it’s also yours, as my cousin said, “you can’t blame everything on yourself, its both your guys’ fault.” and i agree stop saying everything that happened was bullshit, maybe...
“we all make mistakes”
“there are times, when you need someone, i will be by your side.”
i’m always here if you need me. just one call or text or even IM away. i just don’t want you to forget that. its weird, i’ve never actually seen or heard you at a time like this. i can see it really hurt you. as of right now, don’t let this whole situation put you down, be happy. try not to think about it right now, think of it at a time when you’re not so vulnerable....
seriously, get over yourself.
here's the story.
i’m going to sadies with this kid named david nguyen…i really hope his last name is nguyen O_O LOL. its a funny story actually, i don’t even know him, well i guess now i do. it was kinda samantha’s doing. i’m glad she did it actually. at first we didn’t have dates, and we were deciding on who we wanted to go with, i suggested this one guy and she said naw what...
i don’t get it? gossip, gossip, gossip
“sometimes you gotta break down, and breathe.”
sometimes, i have the words i want to say in my head, but when i try to spit them out, it comes out all wrong. sorry for always changing the subject on you. sorry i asked someone else to sadies without telling you. sorry for not having my phone at night. sorry for getting you mad. i’m sorry. i didn’t tell you that, because i knew that if i said sorry i’d cry. i knew that...
“everytime it feels like i want you, i end up not.& i feel bad, because i’ve done this once before. i rather have someone there for me, that i can see everyday, than someone who i never see. it’s hard to talk to you every night, getting small text messages saying you miss me. i feel bad, because i feel the same,but i’m falling out. i guess feelings...
fuck.
finals yo. i’m scared, but then again really confident on my first two subjects. tomorrow should be chill though. so schools been eh, hectic or whatever. i deal with it. today mr.crowther wore a cow costume, HAHA! i’m glad he won, but then again sitting through class listening to lame cow jokes? come on, hateeee when that happens LOL, i guess its funny if you have him as a teacher....
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“the un-examined life, is a life not worth living.”
– sophia(golden girls)
so basically, i’ve never fallen asleep on the phone before, but i guess its becoming a habit. i never used to stay on the phone from 10 to morning. i’ve never waited for someone to finish their homework so we could talk, but i guess now i do. i never thought i’d say this, but i’m falling more in like with you everyday. and to tell you the truth. it doesn’t scare me.
so, i’m here. blogging. trying to make the last hours of freedom worth while. can’t believe school is tomorrow. break didn’t feel as long as it should’ve had, maybe because i actually had fun. even though christmas wasn’t as fun, and new years wasn’t great i’ve realized that no matter what, my family makes the best of it. and thats what i love about...
“i can feel the pressure, its getting closer now.”
– paramore
“Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further...”
– andrews tumblr.
2009.
my year, sike.
everyone seems to be saying that. “09 baby, its my year” i guess. i just love it when it’s like halfway through the year, and people who say that say “fuck 09” it makes me laugh. anyways.
how i started the new year. it wasn’t pleasant, yet it wasn’t bad. it was a quiet evening at home with parents, its times like this where i wished that...